I have came to realize that aside from having a hard charity of confidence and charm; one has to make very sure to make an outstanding first Impression. The first impression you make on a girl can have a major impact on the way she sees you from that point forward.
This guy looked very handsome and I added him to an old social network, he was friend of a friend. Afterwards he added me to messenger so I accepted him and we started to talk but we had never seen. We always had something to talk about and we had confidence to talk about everything. One day I went to the mall with my friends and he was there, we didn’t know if say hi or something but we just pass by like we didn’t know each other. Time pass and he asked me for my phone number so I gave it to him and sometimes he called just to ask how I was. Months later he knew some friend of my new school and he asks her if she knew me, and she told him that we were going to the same school.
One day we went out with my friends and he was there it was the first time we see each other and talk, but he looks really different from the photo I had seen, its very uncomfortable to write about it because it sounds like weird we met from a social network, but he was a nice guy. Later we start typing messages and talking more often and ganging out more, He was incredibly nice with me and he dedicate me a song.
One day I went to an activity of his school with him and we were hugging all the time it was kind of romantic and I felt good, I don’t know it was a weird feeling that I haven’t felt lately, but later I was strange because I didn’t know what I wanted. That year we continue seen each other, talking and so on. He always told me cute things and let me tell you that I felt special in those moments. We passed a lot of different things sometimes I liked him and sometimes he just wanted to introduce me one his friends, it was weird. He went to an exchange and we stop talking a long time. When he came back we didn’t see each other until 3 months later. When I saw him in a friend’s birthday I was very pleasant to see him again, we pass the night together and talk about many things and I had a GREAT night. The next day when I woke up I had a message from him. We talk but I was like mean because I didn’t know if I really wanted to be with him. That day he dedicate me another song and I appreciated but I didn’t know what to do. He just realized that I was not interest in him so he started to move on.
One day I went to an activity of his school with him and we were hugging all the time it was kind of romantic and I felt good, I don’t know it was a weird feeling that I haven’t felt lately, but later I was strange because I didn’t know what I wanted. That year we continue seen each other, talking and so on. He always told me cute things and let me tell you that I felt special in those moments. We passed a lot of different things sometimes I liked him and sometimes he just wanted to introduce me one his friends, it was weird. He went to an exchange and we stop talking a long time. When he came back we didn’t see each other until 3 months later. When I saw him in a friend’s birthday I was very pleasant to see him again, we pass the night together and talk about many things and I had a GREAT night. The next day when I woke up I had a message from him. We talk but I was like mean because I didn’t know if I really wanted to be with him. That day he dedicate me another song and I appreciated but I didn’t know what to do. He just realized that I was not interest in him so he started to move on.
He get mad with me because I liked some other guy and he tell me that how I could did that to him and I felt really bad but things happen other way. I looked like he move on very quickly and I didn’t. I felt bad about all the things he said to me and how what I did looked really mean and now it’s like we haven’t had something, just like strangers. I was afraid of having a relationship because first it was the first time I had something like that with someone and second of all I cared about what people said. But on days I think I don’t meet somebody because of the things I did to him. Maybe If I had given him a chance we could had something nice but things wasn’t like I think now maybe everything were different . And yes maybe I regret but like I always say “everything happens for a reason”. Now I understand that you like people not only because of his appearance but of how they are from the inside and maybe I haven’t got that clearly in that moment but now I know what I’m talking about. Until today I haven't had a real and serious relationship but I know one day I will meet someone who loves me just the way I am.
